what was I doing

been some time i had being in this platform.

work is making me fly everywhere.

personal stuffs are making me fly everywhere too

but

after going thru this platform especially from year 2005-2007, I never did realize upon those times, how silly or a dumb ass I was for some reasons.

And too i never even realized that I had been so blind to someone who had been a guardian angel around me at my worst times. I cannot remember how much he was around me, cannot remember he did know a lot of my friends, cannot remember how he will wait for me downstairs for me when he was not fetching me home from my club nights and how he would put a smile on my face at anytime.

And I even told myself last time when he told me ” we are like soul mates” that it means we will the best friends even if we had our own partners.

what was i thinking.